妃妃sMaLL sMaLL LiFe~

Truly, Sincere.

2010-05-12T06:03:00.000-07:00

The competition is finally over.

Though we didn't win, but at least I know who will be beside me when I need it.

For the Anonymous who dare to leave message in the post but does not dare to leave a name or say it to me face to face, if you still wanna tell anything, I will listen to your opinion.

I deleted the post, try to make peace to my heart and try to forget bad things that had happened because I hope the same thing won't happen again. And also because I still love the class, and I am serious about it, after what I had been through. I had been thinking a lot so, I hope I can put it all down. Sorry if anyone get hurt or feel displeased. I truly am.

Thanks to Grace Wee, Jia En, Moiira, Farid for helping in presentation for this innovation.

Also thanks to Mao Mei, Sam and Mei Mei for being good listeners.

24-4-10 Malam Gala

2010-04-24T19:01:00.000-07:00

It was the first time for me to lead a choir group. We had to compete with other 2 hostels in choir competition, pentomen competition and another activity. We sang Satu Malaysia and Sejahtera Malaysia.

I could see that all of the choir members had tried so hard and I am very proud of them. Not all are Music students but still putting effort for this competition. Sentosa is the best :) Though we didn't get the first prize but I am very satisfied with their performance and their efforts. Congratulation girls! Y'all did your best!

I would like to thanks Kak Ika and Kak Tina for helping us out during the practice, also others Kakak-kakak for giving us useful advices. Sorry for letting you all down. Thank you En. Yusri for helping us in Sejahtera Malaysia. Last but not least, thanks to all choir members who are willing to spend their precious time on practices. I am so glad that you all cooperated. Too bad we didn't win huh.

Also, I am also proud of Damai. This proved that my classmates and course mates are talented :D Congratulations~! You all sang well!

For pentomen, I think that the story line is very good and nice. I wondered what criteria needed for winning it and I think you all deserved more.

However, this is just an experience to be gained in our journey to teaching life. Actually I am thankful for the chance to be a conductor for choir group. I learned a lot and it is not easy to lead a group.

It's over~ and I hope all can rest well because we had trained hard for many nights.

Long Long Time...

2010-04-19T09:15:00.000-07:00

A lot of homework, tons of assignments, non-stop presentations, unlimited meetings. Too much? Exactly. Those are reasons why I did not write blog for so long.

From Music assignments (Music I and II include kibod, vokal, apresiasi barat, apresiasi dan explorasasi, rekoder etc.) to Reading Writing, from Maths to PJ and from Lunch-time Concert to various tests. Argh!
Now, after handing up all the assignments, the Maths lecturer cari pasal with us, ask us to do another assignment that do not have marks but we are all required to do it. Then, Oral Aural presentation is tomorrow and I am still blogging here. Next, Malam Gala this Saturday, I am in charge of the choir group for my hostel Sentosa T_T Furthermore, Pertandingan Inovasi coming up. Not forgetting Pertandingan Lagu Rakyat this Thursday and tomorrow lecturer wants to see our performance, we will totally ruin it because no one has the time to practice it. Today we had recorder test and I doubt that I can get an A for it. Some more what jogathon coming on May.
Mama mia~ what life is this?

Last semester after we pass up all the assignments, we got freedom. Now it is different. We have to face so many activities at a time. Lecturers are expecting us to win those competitions---- OMG!!

I am also worry about next semester, where should I stay because my future house mates are applying for hostel. I am the only one among them that disagree to apply for it because I am so done with all the non stop hostel activities. Plus, I am fed up as for every holidays we need to shift all the things into the stores. My hometown is so far away and I cannot ask my parents to help. Thus, I choose not to stay in the hostel. And I am wondering what will I do if I am the one left to stay outside without them.

So, I should keep on telling myself that everything will be alright. Hoping that maybe one day I can be stress-free before exam. Settling all the things that are bothering me now. I cannot sleep tightly for the pass few weeks. Seriously, I already broke my records for sleeping late so many nights in like 3 weeks.

I am counting on the days to be free.

Long long time to go....

Congratulations Sista! You Graduated~!

2010-03-21T03:15:00.000-07:00

Graduation ceremony was held at Putrajaya on the 20th of March 2010.

The hall.

Cheese~

When the graduands are going out of the hall- they are all TEACHERS!

Congratulations sis :D And to all of her friends~ May you all be happy in the teaching life ^^

三月份。。

2010-03-11T04:08:00.000-08:00

好久没有写部落了。。我觉得我很懒，同时也找不到时间来写。
时间过得真快！为什么我们会感觉到快? 我记得有人说过我们会认为时间过得快是因为回忆。我们之所以有记忆可以记得之前所发生的事才会发觉时间过得特别快。
这个月很忙- 功课全都要在三月的假期后完成。学校的活动很多，运动会， lunch time concert，还有很多让人头昏的活动。
运动会是3月11日（星期四），位于cheras的stadium bola sepak。本来得参加列队，幸好有choir，可以逃过列队活动，免得我的皮肤黑上加黑。

列队

MPIK代表各队：Maju，padu，ikhlas，kamil

我们 :)

值得一提的是，去年获得最后的maju （我的队），今年是冠军队伍。

至于Lunch time concert，我和一个朋友负责宣传活动。当我们向讲师们提起时，一个讲这样，另一个讲别的，不懂要听谁的。我们必须设计poster，brochure和邀请卡。

无论如何，我希望我可以做到最好。

三月，我要加油了！

Pacik

2010-02-10T04:10:00.000-08:00

These days we are very busy preparing for alumni night thinggy that will be held during the Saturday on CNY week. We are participating in pacik, that is playing some instruments and walking into the hall, following at those VVIPs behind. I am holding tambourine.

Today is the second day of training. The pacik team has get better, the ending is fine :) Tomorrow will be the full rehearsal, we need to wear the institute's batik, and of course BLACK court shoes.

This morning when we were going to our class, there was a lecturer standing waiting for us, and he told us that our shoes cannot be wore to class. My shoes have tumit and also balut everything, still cannot wear it. I was told we need to wear BLACK court shoes, not any other colours. What the... When is this rule being set? We weren't been told like that.

However...the classes went well, because many lecturers weren't available. Everyone was so busy prepare for the alumni night. In addition, the latihan sukan are also held in the afternoon.

After the rehearsal tomorrow, we will be very relax, most people are going back tomorrow afternoon. I am not as I still have classes on Friday morning and I don't dare to skip them also.

Here are some pictures showing me with the maracas. lol.

Because we were quite bored in the hall, so here are some additional pictures.

February.....

2010-02-03T04:26:00.000-08:00

The first month of year 2010 is over... And now it's February~

Hopefully this month everything will be fine, especially the Valentines Day and Chinese New Year are arriving! I am excited!

However, there will surely be many things need to do during the CNY, including assignments. Endless assignments, grrr... Only 3 days of holidays and they are expecting us to finish them @_@

Moreover, someone asked the Young Buddhist Movement to organize a CNY gathering for IPIK, this really pissed us off! They don't want to apply for a week holidays for our festive season and yet still can ask us to organize something for them? I admit it will sure be fun gathering together but it's quite ridiculous as YBM also need to gather every chinese for the CNY celebration and it is not confirmed yet. How can we possibly organize two gatherings in a month? T^T Plus there are loads of activities awaiting us such as the Ajahn Brahm's dharma talk, trip to Genting, Pulau Pangkor etc.

I can't wait to wipe off "wayang kulit" from my life =.= It's not I who perform the shadow puppet show but it's my group that need to present the history, musical concepts, musical characteristics, musical styles of the shadow puppets for the second time because our last week's presentation did not impress the lecturer. How torturing standing in front of the class, where 3 of us need to speak about the shadow puppet things for about 60 slides. Isn't that crazy? Next it's the folio that we need to get it done. Gosh! I really can't wait to finish it!

Not much to say, but it's just to wait and see. This weekend there will be a sports day, sort of. Then, movie time, and sing K time- also spending $$ time xD

Let us pray for the February to be full of LOVE and JOY! Gong Hei Fatt Choi ^^

It has been a while....

2010-01-22T18:51:00.000-08:00

It has been a while since I wrote this blog..

It has been a while since I get hurt too.

I actually cried in the public because I was seriously hurt. But I told myself to think positively.

Good friends are difficult to find. We can't see through human minds. We can't do their thinking. But if we understand them, we can prevent hurting people.

I cannot believe it after half a year studying together... I am still... a stranger.

Maybe, on the next half year, I will be an invisible person. All that we promised, will vanish. The fun we had, will be forgotten. Leaving them behind, we will go on with our own paths. Seeing each other everyday, we would not feel anything anymore.

Maybe one day. Maybe...

2009年的最后一天

2009-12-31T02:56:00.000-08:00

回个头看看2009年，好多事情都快被我忘记了。自从中学毕业后，上了大学，我的一年好像被分成了两半，因为一个学期是半年时间，所以现在好像只记得一些些上半年所发生的事。

我在2008年有很多转折。毕业了，一点打算也没有，只希望能获得师训学院，当老师。怎知，我失败了。由于对科学很没有兴趣，我在新民独中念华文、数学、econ和。。还有一科应该是什么国文历史之类的东西。结果，读了大约一个月吧，竟然获得爸爸帮我申请的大学，Unimap，念电脑工程师。念的都是我根本没有接触过的东西，除了Physics和数学以外，还有什么电子，lukisan kejuruteraan，programming之类的东西，全部都是无所不电。

2009的上半年，还在那Unimap，说了有点可悲，读书读到会发疯，非常压力。那时已是第二个学期。我也比较放水了，没心了。看到有些人连基本的科目知识都没有就可以进入考场，我呢也只是尽力。考出来，成绩不理想，但我只想离开那里。这时机会来了。又可以申请进入师训学院了，我也抱着很大的期望去面试。结果，天助我也，我成功获取进入师训学院的机会，成功摆脱那间不是人读的大学。

来到新的城市，当然有点紧张。是首都咧！KL我来了。整理行李，扛行李，是我最最最讨厌的事。但是也没有办法。

爸爸妈妈亲自送我到学院，我很感动，他们走后，我其实超伤心的，这才是真正的离开家乡（因为Unimap在perlis而已，每个周末一直回家）。这时才感受到什么是想家。

看着有些朋友也可以每个周末回家，我想起自己当时每个星期可以回家，别人羡慕的眼光。而我现在体会到了。虽然我不是来自东海岸，但有没有人想过，搭巴士要用6个小时的车程，才可以抵达目的地，比起东海岸的朋友们，搭飞机只须1至2个钟头，好像比我家还近。我是不会搭飞机回家的，我姐在柔佛念了5年半，一次都不嫌烦，搭8个钟头的巴士回家去。我还有什么东西可以让我去嫌。。

在学院念书，可以安心地念，前途已摆在眼前，只是安分守矩地读下去，毕业后就有一份工作等着。

或许有些人认为，放弃念工程师科目是很笨的抉择，但我依然选择当老师。可能我不想烦恼那么多，不要再想太多，才选择我认为最容易的路走。可是才过了一个学期，说容易是太早了。要面对的还很多，我。。要坚强。

想不到2009年会是我梦想实现的一年。很庆幸。我终于得到了我所要的。

你们呢？:)

2009年第三届《弟子规》传统文化学习营(9-12-09至13-12-09）~

2009-12-13T18:26:00.000-08:00

上个拜二（8-11-09），妈妈与我因为参与了这生活营，来到了UUM Sintok（北马大学）。这学习营是由马来西亚教育部、马来西亚全国校长职工会联办吉玻校长职工会协办的。参与者有大约两千多位，来自中国、台湾、泰国、缅甸、印尼、新加坡及本地（除了沙巴，其他州属都有成员）。参与者多于小学老师，校长及家长。

仁慈。

那天去是为了要报到，领取宿舍钥匙和收拾行李。拜三才正式上课。上课地点于UUM大礼堂，名Dewan Mu'adzam Shah (Dewan MAS)。第一次步入礼堂，才发觉原来有那么多位学员参加此学习营。

在这生活营，大家都很遵守纪律。无论到哪儿，都会列队。在上巴士时、上厕所、进入礼堂、吃饭都很规矩地排队。孔夫子道：长者先，幼者后。大家都互相礼让。

进入礼堂前。

让大家看一看我们用餐的地方。

位于礼堂附近的空地。

我们吃了五天的素食，很难得才有机会吃那么久的素，觉得很高兴。

很让大家欣赏及感动的，是为这学习营付出的义工们。他们一共五百多位，一心一意为我们这些学员们服务，并没有领取半毛薪水。无论是什么年纪，他们都非常坦诚，以最纯正的心对待大家。我们去上课前，他们得先到现场；我们回宿舍后，他们还不能回去休息。由于礼堂距离UUM大门口有约3.5公里，礼堂离宿舍则有6公里的距离，所以必须乘搭巴士来回礼堂及宿舍。那么，我们上课的时间是早上8.30，义工们必须在这时间之前到达目的地。无论是膳食组，招待组，交通组，或其他组的义工们，他们的热情招待，让大家留下深刻的印象，连外国的朋友们都称赞他们。

除了义工们，安清班的学生们也有来迎接贵宾。他们年纪很轻。站在礼堂前欢送贵宾的到来。

站在红地毯两旁的都是安清班的朋友们。

大家在这学习营收获良多，因为很多著名的老师到来为我们讲课，包括蔡礼旭老师、郑金昌老师、李越老师等。虽然要起得很早去等巴士，但大家都很有精神地去上课。

很开心有机会参加此学习营，更希望华人传统文化可以继续流传下去，让现代的人们懂得《弟子规》，并在日常生活中应用，才能减少社会问题。

Speechless...

2009-12-02T21:53:00.000-08:00

Last sunday my dad bought me a laptop, but the stock had finished and the shopkeeper said on the next day when the stock arrive he will call my dad. However, no news on monday. So my dad called him, he said the laptop will arrive on wednesday. Then on wednesday, my dad called him again, and he said he was installing the software and he asked me what software I need. He promised that on thursday all will be done.

Today, my dad is busy but he fetch me to the shop at sentosa level 1 and the laptop is still unbox. I am shock but I just keep quiet. My dad asks why yesterday called the guy name XXX he said he was installing all the software, but now the laptop is still inside the box? The answer given is: Too much laptops and we are blur.

Then we sit there to wait for the recovery thing to be done. At last, the guy say when done call us. I want to see when will they call.

We already paid, then we don't have the right to have good services is it? We paid already so no need to care about our things is it?

..................................................Speechless..

27-11-09 Blueberry cheesecake ^^

2009-11-27T04:51:00.000-08:00

Today I woke at 10 to bake this blueberry cheesecake, and to my surprise, I succeeded ^^ I am so happy! My first time ever to bake a cake ~\(≧▽≦)/~

This is it!

After I cut it.

Thought it is not so nice-looking but it tasted so good ^^ Thanks Sam for teaching me and giving me the recipe! And thanks mom for assisting me!

13-15/11/09 Young Buddhist Movement Buddhist Camp STTI and Taylors College

2009-11-15T19:42:00.001-08:00

我参与了一个三天两夜的Young Buddhist Movement Buddhist Camp STTI and Taylors College，位于Hilltop Buddhist Centre。

节目不错但是由于讲座全都是用英文，我比较没有兴趣。。不过能和朋友们一起度过周末，就觉得很有意义。

此外，我们有机会供佛，供僧，非常难得！从Sri Langka远道而来的僧非常有知识，个个都英文很好。

在佛堂内。

非常壮观的佛像~

很漂亮的佛像，如果没有算错共有1300小尊的佛像。

超好玩的游戏！躺成一排，轮流翻滚在别人身上，是个按摩的方式！

这些是我们买来交换的礼物。

与三天辛苦在厨房准备食物给我们的Sister Doris 抱抱说再见~

好难得才可以参与这些活动，希望以后还有机会结善缘，做好事 :)

感恩！大家辛苦了！

8-11-09 无所事事~

2009-11-08T20:48:00.000-08:00

漂亮^^

sam扮cool，lol

这个人啊。。要人拍他照片才甘愿，哈哈。。开玩笑的啦。。

7-11-09 累但开心！

2009-11-08T04:32:00.000-08:00

今天我参与了慈济主办的活动，那就是去见识，探望及帮助某某国家的小朋友。他们有的没机会念书，有的没有家人，有的失去了双亲，有的父母不理。他们在自己的国家不受政府承认，来了这里也不被承认，所以身份很尴尬。他们很无辜。他们只想生存下来。我听了师姐的说明后觉得他们很可怜。。

我们与慈青伙伴们会合后就听师姐及师兄讲解今天的节目。活动名称是士拉央幼苗培育小天堂。讨论后就吃午饭。然后浩浩荡荡的出发到士拉央去。

到了那儿后，走在那小小的楼梯，我感觉那个地方好旧，然后灯光也不多，可是一旦上到楼上，只见好多小朋友集合在一起，当然我们的心都好紧张。主持人开始自我介绍，然后慈青伙伴都轮流向小朋友问好。

接着我们就个就‘岗位’，教导小朋友们做功课。他们都好热情，一直在跟我们聊天。聊着聊着，已是小休时间-那就是最紧张的时刻，因为小朋友们都争先恐后，你推我挤冲上前洗手，然后抹干，才可以用餐。我们就负责维持次序，让他们在等待洗手的过程中玩一些很简单的游戏，才不会乘机会推别的朋友。

慈青伙伴负责陪伴小朋友用餐，不让他们把水倒掉，浪费食物等。我们也得确保他们收拾餐具。

最后，我们要演一场简单的戏剧，要小朋友们用心看，然后写下戏剧角色的所做所为，然后分辨对与错。这时有几位小朋友一直叫sam的华文名字，有一个小朋友名字竟是。。。我们看了只能忍着笑。。然后写成所海，而不是傻孩。哈哈。。

之后呢，各位慈青列队向小朋友们说再见，然后大家握手。

我们的检讨会就在当场进行，大家都很感动，也认为自己应该惜福！

虽然都很累，今天晚上又有宿舍的jamuan akhir tahun，但我们都很开心！

可以有这个机会认识在这个世界上生活得很辛苦的人，我们要感恩。。可以在出生的时候有住的穿的吃的，我们要感恩。。可以有爸爸妈妈的陪伴，我们要感恩。。可以拥有良好的教育，我们要感恩。。可以帮助他们，我们也要感恩。。

热热的天气，忍不住买了冰淇淋！\(^o^)/~

出发咯！~\(≧▽≦)/~啦啦啦

回的时候~在ktm上~

感恩kk带我们认识这项有意义的活动，希望你posting顺利！

（我们不被允许与小朋友们合照，因为会对他们的身份有害）

Very Moody...

2009-11-05T11:16:00.000-08:00

Last night was a very horrible nightmare for me, not in the dreams but actually is in my real life... People are changing.. Their minds are terrible.. Some people remained so childish that don't know how to think for others sake.. Some people are mature enough to know which is bad and which is good.. Some talk without knowing they are hurting people.. Some only know how to talk shit.. Some changed so fast just only in a few weeks time.

I don't know whether I had changed or not. But I hope those who really had changed... Look back to your heart.. Ask yourself what you had said, what you had done, and how your family will think about you.

I hope time can changed everything too.

Maybe after some time, we can be together like usual.

Or not...

4-11-09

2009-11-04T23:50:00.000-08:00

At 2pm I received the news that today's GERKO is cancelled. Then traccy asked me to MidValley to watch Jennifer's Body because my classmates told us that it is a horror movie and we were so excited to watch it! However, I waited for the 'very-horrible' scene and it didn't show up as it was not that horror =.= just about the vampire thinggy on jennifer's body made her become a blood-thirst freak but yet still so sexy. I felt disappointed but nevermind.. because megan fox is hot! lol~

Final exam is near but we still can go out for the movie >_< hmm...

This semester is going to end soon, I already cleaned my class schedule from the whiteboard. Now it's only full of the upcoming events such as Buddhist Camp, Jamuan Akhir Tahun etc before I go back to Alor Setar~ Can't wait!

3-11-09 :)

2009-11-03T14:36:00.000-08:00

Last saturday IPIK organized the fire drill for the hostellers. As you can see the picture above shows a brave guy who was trying to put out the fire >_<

And today, my friends and I played basketball together xD It was a friendly match, scored 2-2, and it was really fun! However ee wei and sam sam fell down and scratch their hands and legs. Recover fast girls!

Sweating is really good~ Fuhhh... I felt so relax after the game.

Hope we can play basketball again when we are free~

To sam: I can really see the passion of playing basketball in your eyes, at least you are having fun :) I am glad. Keep up the good work buddy! Jia you~

5-7/10/2009 xD

2009-10-07T17:19:00.000-07:00

Our Maths assignment's mind map on a drawing block~ These are my group members ^^ Ar Boon and Ar Yuen~

The last minute work, haha

Thin thin Sam sam carrying big big keyboard~

On the 6th of October, we went to watch the Pertandingan Kuiz Perlaburan between institutes in Putrajaya~

Wearing Sam sam's glasses, lolx

Pock the eyes (by Ann)

The contestants are so confident when they are on the stage.

And today, Raffi and Joanne present their stories.

Us, with our funny story, haha!

The days in Institute are fun ^^ Although when assignments come we are so stressful. But when all assignments are done and handed up, I felt so relieved~ Thanks for all the friends who helped me :) Love you guys!

1/10/2009 :)

2009-10-01T21:59:00.000-07:00

It has been a while since I write in blog :) Actually this few weeks I am very busy with assignments. Even the Raya holidays I don't stand the chance to go out.

Today all guys are away from classes, so for the whole day it's just the girls xD The first period is BM Sejarah and it is very boring... Until I on my Facebook in the class. Although the teacher is so semangat to teach us but I still can't concentrate in the class.

Tomorrow we need to hand up the moral assignment @_@ Luckily the Maths lecturer allow us to hand up our Maths assignment on next Monday.

Next Monday and Tuesday don't have Vocal classes ^^ But the bad news is, we need to find another time to replace the classes.

On the 12th to 16th of October, all the PPISMP students need to go to Stadium Titiwangsa to participate for choir in SIPMA (Sukan Institut Perguruan Malaysia- if I am not mistaken) However for the music students, we need to come back to the Institute to sing for Seminar Pendidikan Khas. We still don't have any idea about the activities but the time is really tide. Many activities are going on.

Blur~

That's all for now :D

p/s: Happy birthday Jia Lyn ^^

The National Day Choir ^^

2009-08-31T19:02:00.000-07:00

Waiting for bus at 7am -.-

Waiting still >_<

Reached Putrajaya!

Wearing masks to prevent H1N1

Cap mania

Pom pom

Sot

Tortoises >_<

Cool

Lesbian LOL

Moody (kononnya)

What happened in our room?

During the rehearsal for the National Day at the Parlimen~

5 in the morning

=.= ann

31-08-2009 :)

6 in the morning in front the Parlimen

Nice experience ! Love ya guys ^^

Japanese Food For Dinner~

2009-08-23T22:06:00.000-07:00

Went to Kaede for dinner with my mom and sis and her friend.

Not sure what these called but the middle one is the baby octopus (and I don't eat that)
The mayo in the centre looks cute

This looks like spaghetti and it tastes good ^^

This is the fry chicken thinggy

Its nice to be home, because I can eat non stop xD Especially when I have the opportunity to taste my mom's cookery again. Hope I can stay longer but this Thursday I have to go back for the Koir Kebangsaan for four days at the Parlimen to practise human graffic -.- So thats all from me now :]

Having Fun!

2009-08-17T15:06:00.000-07:00

Here are some updates xD

This two Pendidikan Jasmani guys is waiting to jump into the water to search some kind of treasure during the celebration of Jubli Emas.
In the auditorium- these people on the stage are really experience in the teaching field and they are all from IPIK (some even are 80+ years old!)

From the left- Ann, me and Chia Bin, waiting for the Batu Seremban game (but we didn't stand the chance to play it -.-)

The MUSIC wafer brought by Boon Boon, hehe (suits the MUSIC class ^^)

Some of my coursemates ^^ muacks love you guys~

Today~ The Instrumental class, everyone is so excited to try on their keyboards!

Smile on the camera, keke~

A New Life ^^

2009-08-07T21:17:00.000-07:00

During the classes.... The H1N1 fever!
Everyone was so sleepy during the theory class, haha

Say cheese~ These are my classmates ^^

End of the Hostel Orientation Week

2009-07-23T23:10:00.000-07:00

It has been a week since I last on my laptop. Touching the keyboard, feeling the fingers dancing on the keys~ I miss it so much! Wahahahaha at last I have time to sit down and online.

Today we have Malam Kebudayaan in our hostel's bilik rehat, we were separated in groups and everyone is taking part in the performance. My group decided to act and it was fun :) thank you all group members~

I am so touched when all the kakak-kakak seniors apologize for what they did in the past few days. They shouldn't apologize, though sometimes they are too harsh in their talkings during this orientation week but I can understand that they did all those for us.

But honestly, if you let me to become the AJK of the hostel I won't, because I don't really feel like to stay at here as the rules are strict and I don't like it. One year faster pass then I can be out there already, lol.

Hearsay there will be second intake too, hope more friends can come in here and join us, haha, taste the orientation week feeling? But they are lucky because they will only have the hostel orientation but not the JPP orientation whereas the first intakers had been through all the orientations.

Though this is the first week where we start to study but there are so many assignments and mini projects! My head is gonna burst~ argh... But I hope in the group assignments, all members can cooperate and score.

So far so good. I miss my parents. I miss all my old friends too. I get to meet my sister but we chat for only 20 minutes and I have to go back to the hostel already. Thanks sis bringing me stuffs.

I hope I can survive in this Institute life, stay tough and stay strong. Good night.

Zzzz Orientation

2009-07-17T10:12:00.000-07:00

Its been a damn Weekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk and I am Back to A/S again yoyo~ but only for a day to settle all my certificate stuffs and then back to Cheras again on Sunday morning as Sunday 8pm there is a hostel activity.

It was like making all the juniors thinking that they had make wrong choices to enter the Institute during the Orientation week. All juniors are like dimaki hamun habis habis like crazy and like dogs. Our time is very packed and I bath only once per day, LOL true what.. Try to ask others maybe they will answer they didn't bath once also xD then I cannot accept a thing: in order to celebrate 3 person's birthday all juniors gonna get punished for nothing? Squat for half an hour with the heavy bags on our shoulders.................zzzzzzzzzz

Wth.... those 3 person king or queen kah? Punish till 1am then call it a day.

Speechless...

我选错了吗?

2009-07-07T13:01:00.000-07:00

自从"宣布"我要去师训后, 很多来自各方的说法让我坐立不安...

工程师你不要读, 去读老师? 多可惜...

老师是铁饭碗!

玻璃市那么靠近, 可以每个星期回家~

还不错嘛, 是你的兴趣就好了啊.

你已经浪费了一年.

我受够了... 一直让我犹豫不决. 可是现在再去想也没用了! 时间不允许我考虑那么久, 还有某些人一听到我要离开那个鬼大学, 就好象兴奋万分, 忙着要知道我几时走, 所以我决定去师训了. 而且这个鬼大学太多怪物和小人, 谁觉得不读工程师可惜的人就换你去读吧^^ 有时我觉得不稀罕呢! 因为有些人心地很可恶的人, 多么成功也会让人讨厌, 除了那些存心要靠他/她上位的人吧?

无论如何, 曾经帮过我的人, 非常谢谢你们, 你们要好好加油, 拼下去! 我不会忘记你们的好. For those who helped me, no matter what age and what status are you- thank you all very much! Nice to know you all :)

想到离开家的日子已快到了, 难免会有些鼻酸酸的, 但是我太习惯依赖家长了, 要学会独立哦. 希望可以顺利度过难关, 拥有光明的前途, 不要让爸爸妈妈辛苦! 姐姐怎么大我四岁, 每次我刚要上学她就要毕业... (愤怒) 中学也是这样子呢 @_@

这个星期六我将到Cheras去, 星期一报到. 这几天忙得团团转为了筹备好一切必需品~

我希望我的选择没有错.

p/s 盈慧, 生日快乐! ^3^

The Mediterranean Pizza VS The Japanese Cuisine

2009-07-01T21:02:00.000-07:00

It is not so nice as the advertisment, lol... But the Creamy Chicken Gratin is tasty ^^ would like to have another one if I got the chance~

However, if compared to this----
Tadaa~

Super nice ^^ The Unagi Don~

Salmon thinggy.

It is nice ~ Eat eat eat eat eatttttttttttttt~

Some of My Updates

2009-06-28T08:50:00.000-07:00

I get to IPGM Ilmu Khas, located at Cheras, KL. That is the perguruan thinggy that i applied. But till now i haven decide to go or not @_@ still in dilemma... Papa like encouraging me but mom... I really don't know. This couple of days feeling weird like last time after graduated from Keat Hwa, knowing nothing about the future, that kind of feelings again, actually quite hate that. I have no idea when is the registration date, because the website sucks and don't have any clue about this. I just check out from sms that I get that. What's going on with the website? -.-

So hmm... I am also a bit disappointed because lots of my friends are still out there while I am at a/s waiting them to come back to meet. Hopefully they can come back before I left a/s.

一些心事...

2009-06-22T22:54:00.000-07:00

太容易相信别人的后果就是~受骗. 就那一种人... 是在他难过的时候, 他寂寞的时候才来找我. 今天看到他和她, 就要祝福他们有情人终成眷属. 不知道是真的有情人吗, 三两下子来找我说很辛苦啊, 一直吵架啊, 要不要去KL找他啊, 找你的头啦死变态.

然后另一种人, 他对我很好很好, 好得不能再好, 有一天才恍然大悟, 他是个骗子, 不是骗我, 是骗别人的钱. 然后赖我说我是骗子. "F*** you you cheater, d** nei lou mou, backstab people! One day we sure meet, want real life pk ar come la, I so much money waiting you to cheat!" 他直接破口大骂. 在骂我. 我背着这些不属于我的负担, 带到今天, 我仍然记得, 因为我失去了一个好朋友, 但是我并没有做错任何事, 我没有骗人, 也没有害人, 也没有背叛人, 只可惜他不相信, 一直以为自己说的就对, 我为什么要骗你? 无聊无聊无聊... 但这些是游戏的一部分吗? 玩游戏你说的是放松自己, 可是你是来骗人!

世界上好多种人... 我看见了, 我了解了, 我还会重犯错误吗?

Sushi~

2009-06-17T20:14:00.000-07:00

Made by myself =)

But today no mood blogging actually... Many things happened so hmm... Have a good day everyone.

小心诈骗集团! Part 2

2009-06-15T11:33:00.000-07:00

最近又有这些专门骗人的集团... 有人假装打电话来说来自某公司想要个调查研究类似的东西, 但千万要小心! 这种电话有可能是他们的人~ 因为他们会利用你所给的资料转回来威胁你. 怎么威胁法? 来打个比方: A拨电给刘XX

A: 您好, 我是来自123旅游公司的秘书, 我们现在正在进行调查, 请您帮个忙, 就只利用你短短的几分钟.

刘XX: 您好. 好的, 有什么可以帮到您?

A: 好, 非常感激您. 请问您名字?

刘XX: 我是刘XX.

A: 好的, 刘先生, 请问您有去过旅行吗?

刘XX: 有的. (bla bla bla bla....)

A: 刘先生请问您有没有孩子?

刘XX: 有啊.

A: 他们的名字是?

刘XX: 一个刘11, 另一个刘22.

(谈话一大堆)

不久以后, B拨电给刘XX

B: 喂, 刘XX! 你的宝贝儿子刘11在我这里! 你想要回他马上准备RM多少多少给我!

刘XX: 什么! 你别伤害他! 我会照你意思去做!

(以上都是设计对白, 大约描述情节)
那么就因此, 刘XX的家里有什么人, 多少人, 什么名字等资料都让他们知道了, A和B其实是来自诈骗集团纯粹想演戏给刘XX看, 其实他的儿子并没有被绑架, 刘XX只是被恐吓来让他陷入陷阱然后付出钱来.

要是你真的接到这种来电, 想个办法随便回答吧.

A: 您好, (bla bla bla...), 请问您贵姓?

我: 姓张.

A: 名字?

我: 惠妹.

A: =.= 什么? 请您别闹了.

我: 我很认真啊．

A: 那好，请问你有旅行过吗？

我: 没有．

A: 请问你有孩子吗？

我: 没有．

A: 请问您家里一共几个人？

我: N个，哥哥，姐姐，表哥，表姐，孙子N个．

A: 哦，您听起来不象是有孙子的人．请问孩子叫什么名字？

我: 我有说我有孩子吗？

A: 您没孩子怎么有孙子？

我: 这我不懂咧. 你要不要问一下他们？

A: !－％+/＠＃＊＾&
大家时时刻刻要小心哟! 不要太容易相信别人~ 希望大家过着快快乐乐的生活, 小人请远离! shoo shoo~~~

Happy Birthday Wan Cheng!

2009-06-14T16:05:00.000-07:00

This picture was taken at the graduation ceremony in Star City. The one beside me is Wan Cheng, who was a prefect and she sat beside me in class for 2 years. Today is her birthday, hope you are happy everyday every moment ^^V Stay cute~ Happy Birthday!

p/s I miss you Wan Cheng, hope you can come back to a/s asap.

Weather Hot Hot, Earth Pain Pain

2009-06-12T21:46:00.000-07:00

These couple of months ago the weather is very hot, everyone complains about it. However how many people think about our Earth and the causes of hot weather? I am so ashame to say that my neighbour is still burning rubbish, I can smell the smoke and feel the heat. They didn't realise they are the causes of the hot weather but still complaining about it. Haihz. This time I really want to shout at them when they burn rubbish but I don't think I have the guts to do so, lol. Crazy people.

I am hoping there will be rain soon and the weather turns to be fine every day. Everyone should care about our Earth and not to damage it. Peace out.

小心诈骗集团!

2009-06-08T23:38:00.000-07:00

这几个月来都一直有这些骗人的来电, 目的是要欺骗人们的钱. 所以希望大家小心提防, 并不要轻易相信陌生来电.

上次去了柔佛及新加坡旅行, 家里只有爸爸在, 家里电话一定是他接了.

有一天, 他忽然接到了一通来历不明的电话, 是一个女孩子的声音说:" 爸爸, 救命啊! 我现在被三个人打!"

我爸问:"你是谁? 你现在在哪里?"

女:"我不知道我在哪里! 我只知道有三个人在打我!"

我爸听了觉得很奇怪, 因为那声音不是我姐姐或我的. 所以就挂了电话. 然后拨电给我妈妈, 我姐姐接了电话, 说我们都很安全啊.

事后的某一天, 我的亲戚送她的女儿去了学校. 然后她就接到一个不明来电, 也是个女孩子求救. 可是那女孩听起来并不是我亲戚女儿年龄那声音, 所以她也挂了电话.

这些都是诈骗集团一手打造的骗局, 大家千万要小心! 可是奇怪的是他们怎么知道某个家庭孩子们不在, 也知道性别(男孩子就男生求救, 女的孩子就是女生来电) 无论他们怎么骗, 我们都要查清楚才可以相信. 报章上刊登已有人被骗了RM3000. 小心别轻易相信别人啊!

Blame

2009-06-06T10:53:00.000-07:00

I woke at 10am. Then my mom asks, you still want to go or not, sis don't want to go already. I answer don't know then go to bath. She starts to mumble, no responsible ah, what bla bla bla. Now who irresponsible I don't know wor. Yesterday if not dad told me at dinner time today going to BM I think I yesterday 11+pm only know. No one wakes me up, so I sleep until 10am my fault? If really want go then normally is to tell me the time earlier, or wake me up! Then everytime is they wake me up, now saying I sleep late no wake etc. You want I sleep late wake early also can if you tell me the time. Gerammm. Blame blame blame. At last I no go lo. Morning say this say that. Whole day like )*&^%#$^/*

Back... Again..

2009-06-02T21:50:00.000-07:00

Back from..... Arau, Perlis. Cannot believe it? Believe it. Lol. Visit my sister best friend's house ma.. Then went Hadyai shopping but time is limited. Things bought also soooo little T^T Btw, it's fun ^^

Second time travel by train, first time is when I was....... so small, can't even remember when.

Hello Kitty toothpaste, LOL

So when I was back from Hadyai, saw many sms from friends, saying that my result is out! I am so nervous.. I don't think I can score well also.. Nevermind I did my very best.

I am BACK!

2009-05-29T21:02:00.000-07:00

I am back from Johor and Singapure ^^ Super fun and enjoyable~ Here are some photos took =)

Went to touch the biggest tropical fish! Huat ar!!! But don't worry it is tamed, it eats only vege not like other fish.
That orange fish is so cute!

At Singapore! Sentosa Island!

Merlion behind us!

Nice view!

Images of Singapure~ Pretty!

4D Magix about Pirates xD

New Segway Gogreen Eco Adventure! Exciting!

Must try if you come to Sentosa Island ^^

Nail art are amazing, lol~

I went to Batu Pahat, Johor Bahru and Singapore~ Shopping most of the time :0 I am happy because I bought quite a lot of things that we can't find at Alor Star, hehe! Hope there is a chance to go there again this end of year when my sister graduate ^^

Johor and Singapore, Here I Come!

2009-05-19T19:58:00.000-07:00

=P Tomorrow night I am gonna sit bus to Johor with my mom, to visit my sister and her friends there, then stay there maybe for a week and we will also go to Singapore, a place that I hope to 'explore' for so long ^^ So this is the opportunity to pay my sister, Shareen a visit before my she graduate from Institut Perguruan. I will not bring along my laptop =( because I hope I can enjoy my trip there but certainly I will miss my dear a lot, as his college will reopen when I am gone to Johor.. Too bad for both of us but what to do, this is life... I hope we can stop by at KL but it is quite impossible to carry our luggage there and bla bla bla.. So I will not be able to write about my trip I think, I will try my best!
Good night!

睡了十二个钟 @_@

2009-05-18T16:12:00.000-07:00

醒来的时候已经是近一点钟了, 见鬼啦, 睡那么久... 都是为了那个长在我下巴的青春豆!!
昨晚挤到凌晨一点, 然后忍不住睡觉去. 早上还以为是很早, 结果已经是... 又继续挤豆豆T^T 一面看越狱第四季, 但想不到竟是大结局... 有些舍不得呢! 男主角Michael Scofield因病而死, 看了心痛痛. 但至少他们都获得了自由, 一切的一切都结束了, 过得幸福快乐是最重要的了, 也幸好他有个后代, 一定也是一个天才 =) 很好看哦.

To Every Mother In The World: Happy Mothers Day

2009-05-10T11:03:00.000-07:00

Being a full-time mother is one of the highest salaried jobs... since the payment is pure love.- saying by Mildred B. Vermont

"A woman's First Mothers Day evokes mixed feelings of joy and pride. It is the time for the new mother to celebrate first mothers day. She must relish the joys of holding her baby, to feel her own heartbeat inside it and should take pride in the fact that she is the 'mother' of that adorable little child. On the special day of the new mother, child's father and other close relatives and friends must come forward to hold celebrations and make the mother feel important and happy.

As the baby is too young to say thanks to its mothers, wife's first Mother's Day Celebrations should be celebrated by the child's father. Fathers must take initiative to give a special day to the new mother. They must realise that it is tiresome for the mother too handle the infant all the time. She should be given a days rest and fathers must take responsibility of looking after the child, changing nappies and feeding the baby, atleast for a day. It would be a nice idea to pamper the mother with flowers, cards and a gift. She would forget the drudgery of child rearing and feel proud of being a mother.

Time to say Thank You to your own Mother- First Mother's Day is also the time when a woman realises the value of her own mother. The mother's words, "You will not understand the importance of all I do for you till you yourself become a mother!", keep reoccurring in her mind and would sound so very true. The new mother feels all the more grateful to her own mother for bring her up so well and being so caring a mother. On her first Mother's Day, the new mother must say a big thank you to her own mother with a big hug."

That's true.. We are very lucky to have our mom beside us.

Tell them how you feel, voice out what you've kept for so long: I love you mom, happy mother's day.

佛陀日~

2009-05-09T19:43:00.000-07:00

今天一早去了清凉法苑念经浴佛. 回到家时全身酸痛,尤其是脚 -.- 无奈,因为太久没这样了..
接着呢... 要睡又有点不想睡,因为眼睛盯着CSI Las Vegas不放. 拖到下午四点才甘愿睡个午觉.
在这儿要祝大家不止要佛陀日快乐,是要天天快乐 =P Not only Happy Wesak Day but it's happy every single day, lol.

X-Men Origins: Wolverine = Best!

2009-05-05T00:45:00.000-07:00

I watched this movie at SSC at Alor Star Mall. It is truly a great movie! Helps us to understand how Wolverine was at the past and his history. But too bad he cannot remember Kayla after being shot by Stryker T^T

Okay that's all for today. Have a nice day all~

Going Home ...

2009-05-02T14:28:00.000-07:00

I start my packing as soon as I wake because wanna go back hometown already. After an hour or more, I finished up everything and this is how my locker looks like after being emptied.

This is the freaking view behind my hostel just a stone far from my room's windows, every single day the workers work like no tomorrow -.- the noise is really annoying and woke me up every day. Sucks. Study also no heartttttttt.

My parents reached at 1pm then we went for lunch. Then we continued our journey back to Alor Star.

We saw an accident involving a motorcycle and two cars but we cannot go down and help because traffic jam everywhere and we have to keep on moving.

The motorists are like injured seriously, so scary. Many people helped them but the ambulance haven reach.

The backseat of the car was so full with my stuffs >_< Become sardine jor...

PPKKP Dinner Night~

2009-05-01T22:12:00.000-07:00

UniMAP's PPKKP organized a dinner at The Carnival, Cinta Sayang, Sungai Petani that is actually for the pre-graduation of the 4th year Diploma students and also for the 'anugerah-anugerah' thinggy. I went there with some of my course mates and also my seniors. There are also Degree students xD

Actually they required us to wear smart casual but seems like most of the people are wearing quite formal, so I wore baju kurung, settled.

Preparing to go lo

We depart at 4.30pm then reach Sungai Petani at approx 6.30pm then we stopped at Tesco and Village Mall.

After that, we are sitted then waited for our Dekan to reach. Then food are served xD Heres the menu.

Table 7

After rewarding all the students that attended at the ceremony, there are games and other performances.

My course mates ^^

Our table won a hamper, lolx

On our way back to Kampung Wai~ Peace!

Arrived at hostel at 3.30am @_@ Great night though xD